Please dont :'(

Best Sunday Ever (?)

I wish today would go on forever :'(

sorry :/

i'm sorry the only thing i could do is apologize... although i know it means horseshit at this point :/

 

I'm odds and ends, but that's me I'm stumbling away 🍂

:)

old flame 🔥

decision had been made, you were never meant to be my date, 

life goes on, hope you move on, 

hope you're happy, cuz you deserve to be one sweetie,

wishing you all the best, wish you'll never be in any mess,

yes this is for you who used to be a thief, you stole my heart effortlessly i was in disbelief,

now you're just a memory, even though you used to be a significant person in my love story,

but i've got someone i truly love now, even i can't believe it myself wow,

she's someone i want to marry, a girl who'll always be my baby,

sometimes i wonder if you're numb, hey don't worry your time will come, 

you were always a good girl, stay that way and remain a pearl,

whatever happens you'll always be my best friend, even if my love for you has reached a dead end,

i will always pray for your peace, leklok jaga diri always sis :)

f me

fun doesnt rhyme with life, but life rhymes with strife,

is that the reason why everything is hard, haish idk cause im a retard,

hope i can make it till the end, sorry im so complicated that no one could comprehend,

i know u tried to understand, why am i like this damn,

in the end all i want is for her to prosper, but instead of gold all i give is copper,

tried to run away from everything, but i know that wont solve anything,

tried to off myself but i always miss, maybe i should try harder only then ill be at peace

jom study utk pro, saja acah puitis

sad sad go away, come again another day,

if possible never again, cuz all u bring is pain,

feelings down the drain, everything i do is in vain

malas nak cek typo/habiskan yg kedua ni lalalalalalala

HESOYAM

gonna keep using this cheat code till pro exam ends i dont care what you say nanananana :p

y i nid 2 git rich fast

 mama ajim nak kahwinnn 🥺😳🤪🥰😍❤

pelue keduo 🥺

still wondering how am i the stupidest & luckiest person in the whole world? 🤣🤣🤣  thank you god 🥲😭😭😭

loser, oetori, sen cheokhaneun geopjaengi ~

I tried to be happy but to no avail

In the wee small hours, I would wail

These days I am finding it hard to inhale

Even my skin is turning pale

Every night I drown myself in ale

I’m stuck in this state like a beached whale

I can only hope all of this is a fairytale

P.S. Bukan Keli yang type + Takde kaitan dengan yang hidup atau yang mati :p

Do You Remember?

Do you remember?

On our first date together you were late for our rendezvous

But when you came a bit of me wanted to scream yahoo

I wonder if it was the same with you

I felt a different kind of happiness that day I didn’t care that I broke my own taboo

Do you remember?

I felt happy when you said that I ticked all your checklist

I grinned widely without saying cheese

After that day I truly felt at peace

Every morning I will always wake up with ease 

Do you remember?

Whenever you wanted a coffee date I never declined your offer,

Because I wanted another excuse to spend more time together

But now every sip at Jardin tastes sombre,

I guess the coffee that I drank with you will always taste better 

Do you remember?

We went to the funfair once but I did not have fun at all

My motion sickness makes me want to scream shibal 

But your presence helped me feel better overall

I guess you’re my happy pill after all, pal

Happy Anniversary (?) Not sure you remember what happened on this date [4-11-20XX not 5-11-20XX, terlambat post sehari I thought today is the 4th of November lol]

P.S. Bukan Keli yang type + Takde kaitan dengan yang hidup atau yang mati :p

Random 3am thoughts

Often at times, we wonder about our past mistakes, and where we would be right now if that blunder of an event didn't occur. Of course, it would be meaningless to ponder about such things, as it only brings about grief and sorrow, not to mention all the time wasted by dwelling over such things. But somehow, the heart (and brain?) has an affinity towards reminiscing such grim occurrence 💀. It relishes taking a trip down the memory lane, despite knowing the horrible ending that lies at the end of the journey 😢. Maybe there are a few exultant episodes yet we tend to focus on the gaffes that we've made. It worsens when you're in solitude and in the dead of night when everyone else is in slumber. Perhaps it is due to the darkness and gloom in the surrounding which seems to aggravate it, becoming more intense as the time passes by 🕞.

Anyway, where am I going with this? 🤣 I've seemed to forgot what I wanted to talk about in the first place. Well, whatever I actually have an upcoming test next week and I'll need to study for it. I'm only writing this while waiting for my clothes to dry at the laundry. In any case, do pray for me and my buddies, till next time peeps. ありがとう ございます (Arigatou Gozaimasu) 📚😊

Trash

Warning: Don't read further if you're not prepared to feel irritated. Today's piece of writing would not interest anyone and have no purpose aside from letting me express myself. Again I would like to encourage you guys to not waste your time reading this.


Have you ever feel like you're a purposeless nincompoop? You try to fit in a group of people, but you can't cause you're just inept at everything that you do and no one ever wants a burden like you around them. You tried your best but sometimes best isn't enough. Which is why I have always tried to help as much as I could so that people will not view me as a pathetic blunder of a person. But deep down you know you're a good for nothing scum. Haish. I'm sorry that you guys have to read this, I don't want to trouble people by telling them my sob story, only for them to scorn me and make me feel more miserable. Besides, bothering people with my problem wouldn't do them any good. It is not something that can be solved easily just by telling people about it. But of course, no matter what deep shit you're in you have to keep moving forward with your own life. You would perhaps expect the world to slow down or stop until your trouble disappears but life doesn't work that way. So even though you're in a predicament you have to comfort yourself by saying " I'm not ok but it's ok". But does it really work? Well, whatever I don't really give a damn anyway. Ok, bye peeps ngantuk pulak time tengah emosi ni hahaha I hope the sleep will take away all my sadness and miseries huhu.

P.S: If you've ignored my warning and read the whole thing, pretty please don't approach and talk to me about it, I don't like to discuss my problems with other people. I'm writing because I don't know what else to do. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯